i hate that so many of my posts start with “it’s been awhile…”. i always have the intention of writing more frequent… i wish i could stay true to that intention.
life is amazing. all is well… everyone is healthy. as i don’t take any of that remotely lightly- i’d like to move on and talk about something else.
how or when do you know when it’s time to move on? when is it right to take a leap of faith and change something you think needs to be changed? or to start a new adventure? for me: i try to pray, ask friends… ask family… ask dave over and over and over again. but then something happens that may or may not be the Powers trying to tell me something and i over-analyze the hell out of it and come to 87 conclusions as to what it could mean. my dad used to always say “i’m sick & tired of being sick & tired”. perhaps that’s a good time to move on… but what if you’re not sick & tired you’re anxious for another adventure or perhaps AN adventure, period. let’s take going back to school for instance… when is that ever ‘perfect’ or ‘ideal’ or ‘affordable’? i know that it wasn’t perfect, ideal or affordable when I was 18 and graduating high school… and it’s certainly no more perfect, ideal or affordable now. but at one point do you just do it.
i’m still working on figuring that out. i’ll keep you posted. after awhile, of course.
xokb.