.:seriously happy june:.

i’m pretty sure there are great things out there for dave and i right now. dave’s employed… (and i’m employed- although that’s not NEW news, it’s a great blessing). our house is on the market (yes, again). but this time for real. we’ve been blessed to be able to look for a home that better suits all of our needs. a fresh start, hopefully more yard… perhaps more upgrades and projects as dave and i love to put our brand on where we live. we’re on cloud 98735407. (really, that IS a number of a cloud). we feel astonished.

stay tuned as there are guaranteed updates right around the corner.

our girls are doing wonderful. we’re doing wonderful. that’s about all i have to report right now.



the below picture is of what i found when i looked in my lunch bag yesterday. while dave's been unemployed he's been making my breakfast and lunch for me. he secretly asked the girls if they wanted to make anything to send in my lunch for the following day. below is what i received. precious love letters from my sweet little girls.

xokb <-- pretty much the happiest girl in the world.

.:two wonderful years:.

(this picture is from one of our very FIRST dates at the Ballard Locks.)

well, sunday is dave and my two year anniversary!

i took tomorrow off of work so that we could celebrate. we are going camping and i think we get to meet up with dave's cousins who live in richland! i'm *so* excited and i can't wait for this fabulous weekend to start!

i hope everyone has a great weekend.

kb :)

.:ah!:.

i love my life!


chloe snapped these pictures two weeks ago when dave and i were having a moment. i was tearing up because of how absolutely grateful i am for him and the girls. they're my magic.


happy holiday weekend. i love you all.

kb

.:time to blog:.

i’ve sat at work and typed out a few blogs over the past couple of weeks but they all end up being journal entries. maybe i’ll start another blog for that very reason.

well, let’s see. let’s start with the babies. lily’s baseball is plugging right along. her participation in this particular baseball league has been a transition for all of us. lil started the season off by crying, feeling left out and not wanting to participate. chloe and ella have had to push even their imaginations to the next level to find things to do while we sit at sister’s baseball for oh, maybe 5 hours. dave and i didn’t agree with lily’s participation from the beginning. it’s a select league that plays more hours in a week than hours of school. the battle of extracurricular activities is one that we lost in the divorce war. not that we don’t want the girls to participate- we just wanted the activities to be agreed upon by both parents and be age appropriate. fast forward to now- lily is enjoying baseball, chloe and ella collectively have about 98765435756487 imaginary friends and games that they play at baseball practices and games. and dave and i support lily in baseball.

chloe is trying out to participate in the elementary school’s talent show tonight. she is going to sing a song from annie. i’ll talk to dave about recording the show so everyone can see it. i think she’ll do absolutely great.

ella is rad. she’s learning and growing leaps and bounds. there has been a sudden push to have her get ready for kindergarten in the past couple months in her mother’s home, as she’ll need to be accepted as an early enrollment with a birthday in october. i’m glad that ella is getting the attention, guidance and lessons that she needs and deserves. i am sad that it’s taken this long for that house to realize that teaching, molding and helping is all a part of life. nevertheless, she’s proud of herself (which is wonderful to see) and we’re so proud of her as well.

dave is doing great. he has put his physical health and fitness to the top of his priority list and i am remarkably proud of him. he’s looking and feeling great. he’s doing projects around the house and outside. our yard has never looked so good! i hope to be pouring a cement slab in the next couple of months for a little patio type thing. i’m very excited about that! with dave’s help it should be amazing.

i started a second job at the beginning of april. it proved to be a bit much for me. i’ve done the hold-down-two-jobs-and-go-to-school-thing before… but this time with a man in my life and children at home- it’s been a bit different. plus my day job is a bit monotonous for me right now and so i’m needing to put in extra effort to make it through the days. i’ve spoken with my boss at the spa to see if i can cut down my hours. we’re still in the process of figuring it out. i’ll keep you posted.

i had a wonderful mother’s day celebrating with my mom and having special treats from my girls a couple days before. they hold such a wonderful place in my heart.

(oldie but goodie- can't wait for this time of year again)
i adore my life.

kb

Just wanted to share some pics from our latest hike....

Rattlesnake Ridge in North Bend is amazing. Just like Kristi.

Olive did really well, at just over 4 miles, we didn't have to carry her more that 10 minutes. With a nice picnic at the top, this turned out to be a perfect day.

Whose dog is that? Bad dog.... get out of my picture.

.:8:44:.

how blessed am i? i fell in love with an amazing man who has an amazing family AND along with that comes three magical red heads?! whoa. bisti = one lucky girl.

waking up to smell the roses. or lilies, or weeds, or whatever may be in your yard. i’m happy! i’m thrilled to be alive! i find myself looking around me and valuing the colors of my world. in my pictures, on my feet, on the walls at my home. or the colors that i can see streaming through my children’s imaginations. i long to hold them again… ella fell asleep in my arms last thursday and although we had visitors and although her mother was going to arrive shortly to pick her up, i just continued to rock her and hold her and let her drift off to dreamland… at 7 o’clock. i cherished that moment. i can still feel her heavy, sweaty head resting in my elbow… her heavy breathing making me tired.

i helped chloe and ella get ready one saturday morning not too long ago as we headed to lily’s baseball practice. i got them dressed very creatively so they could remain submerged in as much of the blankies as possible as it was early and they were chilly. chloe grabbed my shoulder to steady herself as her left foot slipped into her pants and said ‘i love it when you get me dressed. you always pick out such cute stuff and help me’. filled my heart cup so full- not that it was really in need of filling, but i’m so okay with it over-flowing.

we have the babies this weekend and next… we went two weekends without them earlier in the month, so we now have them two weekends in a row. lily’s birthday is on easter this year… how exciting. we picked out their dresses and i can’t wait to give them to the girls.

quick post on this tuesday morning. remembering my blessings.

xokb

Pippy Longstocking, Cindy Lou Who, and Ella Ruth

Lily singing for her school choir

Ella Ruth wearing her favorite dress.

The lovely Miss Chloe

Lily Jean out growing the tree

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Its not very often that Kristi and I get the chance to participate in preparing the girls for school. So when we got the chance to have them this last Thursday night, and the following day was dress up like your favorite book character/backwards day/crazy hair day. We got pretty excited. Kris is amazing, let me just start right there. She is so great with the girls, always doing hair and make-up and nails and making sure that the girls look and feel amazing. Chloe and Lily's' hair looked spectacular. That was all Kristi. Picking out the outfits, again all Kris. Getting the girls ready for school that morning really left an impression on me. It took me back to a time when I was young. What a long time ago that was. It really made me appreciate what Kristi and I are doing for the girls. My memories of growing up are priceless to me. I hope the memories that we are making with the girls last forever.

Oh yea, later that day Lily had a choir concert at school..... Kristi got off early and we both got to watch her sing. She had a number that involved an umbrella and choreography.... it was actually quite impressive. Go Thunderbirds Choir!!!

They always say go out strong with a quote, so here you go......

Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense.

-Buddha-